So.. it's now becoming increasingly more difficult to get comfortable at night...
It downright sucks!!!
I fell asleep cuddling Stu at about 7.20 last night... Woke up at 10.30 to go to the loo.... and then had the most interrupted sleep EVER for the rest of the evening...
If it wasn't Zeke kicking and moving around.. it was my inability to be comfortable.. or the freaky dreams!
I have also realised that I only have just over 10 weeks to go... hoping that I come a little early... 8 weeks... and that is just SCARY!
Antenatal classes begin tonight (if I can stay awake in it!) and there is still so much to do! I have more stuff to buy, 2 1/2 weeks of work to go, hospital bags to pack.. clothes to wash and I still have to mentally prepare for what's to come (I'm sure the classes will help with that one!)
Golly Gosh! I know he's in there and has to come out at some point.. but did it need to sneak up on me like this? He's going to be mine.... I can't hand him over to anyone else as he's my responsibility... He's so innocent and reliant... are Stu and I ready for this?
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Nope... no one is... but you learn, and cope, and struggle through it together and then one day he will sleep through the night and you will cope a little better and your head will clear and the fog will lift and life will be roses... and then you will go again! Not one single thing in your life will be more rewarding than this. You will survive!
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